Fake

I can't stand when I think back on past instances and I didn't act like myself.

Sometimes I think back on things that I have done and I wonder what the fuck had taken over my body and why I acted like I did. Weird thing is I only think about this when I didn't act like myself.

Example: The last time I was "talking" to someone that wasn't me. I was another entity and a different person entirely. I always second guessed myself and I "pretended" to be someone I am not. I hate

I am writing this as my mother is entertaining people at my house. Apparently it is "Story time with Margo", My mom likes to tell stories about me when I was a small child and other stupid things that have happened in our lives. THANKS MOM.

Sorry this post is so angry and weird.

I have been pretty angry this week.

WTF is wrong with me?

I hate what Holly Golightly calls the "mean reds". This is when i feel like I want to rip my skin off and chew everyone out.

You guys totally understand me right?