Tactician.

Something that annoys me to no end is woman.

Yes men I am a woman. Yet, the confuse the HELL out of me.

They also piss me off to no end.

I think what irks me the most is how some girls I know manipulate the men in their lives. If they can't get what they want openly then they manipulate/guide them in a certain direction.
You won't sleep with me, so I will just get you really drunk and then have my way with you...

Maybe I shouldn't be ragging on woman. Men do it to.

I think I just hate blatant manipulation.

Fake people disgust me.

And yet here I am judging people. I hate when I do that. I guess I have the right to think what I want thought. Since I know the individuals and am not making blind judgments.

Most of all I feel sorry for people that have to "perform" for everyone all the time. The people that break down because the "shape of there head isn't right". In this business you better buck up. Some people just won't like you look or your sound. Just be confident with what you've got and rock it. There is bound to be someone who will want to work with you.

I've noticed that my style has evolved since I have gotten here. I think college has paid off.
It means I am growing and I couldn't be happier. I actually have a technique to directing that I feel like is my own. I am proud of that.

Maybe you have to be a good technician before you are a good actor. MJ was right. I am such a tactician.


God, I should be working on my Directing Analysis.